I wonder to feel sad or happy

Friends, i did something really silly and stupid in the army and i will be confined for some of my weekends. I am really really displeased with myself for making the silly mistake.

I was in really really low spirits that night but the very next day, i received a msg that got me really thrilled.

Mum sent me a msg telling me that Ntu has approved for application for admission to NTu!!

THIS IS SUCH A MIRACLE!!

My results were really really bad. In case you don't know, i got CDE for my H2 subjects!

Anyway, i think that my published articles really saved the day. I got into Ntu through discretionary admission. Before this, i had an interview with the professers there and i am really glad that i pass them all my published articles. HAha.

Now, i really don't know if i shld feel happy or sad. Mixed emotions!!

Okay, gtg. Bye. My time is so precious!!!