Wednesday, March 08, 2006

i feel so loss...

Guys, i am really really furious. I guess if u have been constantly following my blog, u will know that i tried appealling out of the lep stream but to no avail....If u aren sure what i am talking abt, then look here...


i cant withdraw from the lep stream!!! I appeal liao, not just once but twice, not just to the Vice Principal but also the Principal...But that sickening vp rejected my appeal once and again!!! He is a liar....a liar!!!!! First, he told me that the cut off point for JJ sci stream is 12...then the p told me it is 14...when he called me...he told me it is 13!! Everything also he say!!! He win liao loh!!!

He told me that there are 3 choices to withdraw from the lep stream...First, withdraw from the lep stream and the school will cancel my name in jj...then i will have to reappeal to get into jj sci stream again....what if if i cant appeal in.....wouldn i be jc-less!! The second choice is continue studying....third is to appeal into other jcs. So what choice do i have?!?!

The vp is an asshole!! When he called me...he told me that i know that u appeal to the principal, the p forward the case to the chinese HOD...and of course the case is refered back to me. I have spoke to u already regarding the withdrawal from the lep stream rite. The cut off point for jj sci stream is 13...and when we say 13...it means RAW SCORE!!! We are not talking abt bonus points...so dun waste yout time...go and appeal to other jcs if u really want to go to the sci stream....friday is the last day for appeal.....

Shit him lah...raw score is 13.....so many of my friends got 16..and they still got in to jj sci stream...and they dun even have hmt loh....they only stayed in jj for the first 3 mths. So what have he got to say abt these!! Kwoon Jiew friend got 18 and he/she got in too...!!! Fuking asshole leh....lie to me!!!! Okay...maybe the average score is 13 lah...but muz 13 then can get into jj sci stream...i am sure u guys also wun agree with that rite!!!

I feel so loss now...coz i really dunno what to do...guess i can only continue studying lep. Serves me right for making the wrong decision loh...God!! I need your blessings and help to really get used to the lep stream. PLs bless me with good luck...i really cant take any more 刺激(ci ji) liao...

Sorry if i am a little agitated in this entry..i juz need to release my stress....never felt so sad before for 16 years.....

Friends..do me a great favour!!! Pls dun ask me anything more abt my combi liao...i dun wish to be further stressed out!! Thanks!!!


But u know what!!! My friend actually appealed out!!! After studying in the lep stream for a few days, she found out that she couldn cope with the poems and etc. So she decieded to take bio instead. Her mum called the chinese HOD and the vp looked into her case. I was really agtiated then when the vp requested her to go for counselling and talk to her respective teachers( Bio and chinese). Coz i was not even given the chance to go for counselling. My appeal was rejected before i could even express my reasons for appealing out. But she was given so many different choices. I find it really unfair!!! Furthermore, i appealled during the appealing period but was not given the chance to appeal out. But my friend appealed after the appealing period!!! At that point of time, i thought the vp was just giving her mother face, since her mother is a secondary school teacher and is a friend of the chinese hod in jj. And i remember vividly that the vp once said' if u think u can go by the back door, i need to tell u that u cant.' But to my astonishment, the very next week, we were told that she went to another class!!! i thought there was only three choices for those who wanted to appeal, when did anther choice emerged!?!? No words can describe my anger now!!! Though i dun want to appeal out liao, but i want to confront the vp!!! I wanted my mum to tag along since the powers of mothers are so great. But my mother say that it wun do me any good if i confront the vp. She said that the vp will surely retort me until i wun have anything to say. But how can i juz let this matter rest....我不甘心!!!我真的不甘心!!! ( Wo Bu Gan Xin!!!) My mum say the vp will go all out to make my life difficult for me for this 2 years. For example, my testimonial will suffer!! And since i dun wish to appeal out anymore, i was told to just bear with it. But i really cant. i hope the vp will die a horrible death!!! Darn him !!!

So guys, do u think i shld confront the vp or i shld let the matter rest. Pls give me a solution!!Oh yeah, pls curse the vp in your tags..thanks. It is a muz!!!!! CURSE HIM!!!

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